:: welcome to me. enjoy your stay. ::

* american boy - estelle *

though it seems surreal, it is real.
we made it. we got it.
alhamdullillah.

with a stroke of luck, many maaannny strokes of luck for that matter, we got to choose our flat on on the very first day of selection. narrowed down on our choices and we agreed on one. #xx-143. my own 4 room flat which has a balcony, a planter bed, and a very small little kitchen. as the block is not blocked by any other flats, it will be very windy (i hope!) and a lovely view of the garden from the master bedroom. =)

and now, i have to forget about being a home housewife and quit my job. sebab rumah nie, kalau dah mati, hidup balik pun tak boleh habis bayar sey.

* terima kasih cinta - afgan *

somehow, it seems so distant now. is it a good thing or a bad thing? i don’t know…

perhaps it’s because of the date tomorrow. if he is still around, he would have been 24. if he is still around, we would have been together for 9 years, if we are still together that is. but now, things are different. han is no longer here. i am with someone else now. with awak. someone i am very sure who can take care of me.

perhaps, it’s because this is the longest awak and me are apart from each other. a good one week. yes, very kental i know. i never had a boyfriend who’s in ns or the army or anything before. cause for the past 1 year, we would meet up with each other almost every single day. i have to say that i really do miss awak very much right now.

perhaps awak is also another reason why i have little time for reflection, as i need to forge into the future and look forward to what’s in store for me. like the flat selection appointment which i am very excited and greatly looking forward to.

and probably perhaps, i am just feeling so alone right now knowing awak is not here with me. hence this entry. sigh.

* teenage love affair - alicia keys *

ok. i’m supposed to talk about the surprise birthday party that awak planned for me, where he invited my family, his family, my very penting friends. to all who were there last weekend,thank you. much love. and awak, thank you for the private party too. just this month alone, i lost count on how many cakes i had to cut. lol.

but instead, i’m going to talk about this. the new addition to the family. rynn’s and dean’s cat. see how precious this little thing is. my fiancee could be on the phone with me, but will be talking and playing with the cat instead! hah!

* when i grow up - pussycat dolls *

last week.

hdb sent us a letter stating that our queue number is 22. next month we will be choosing our flat. insyallah. Punggol Sapphire, here we come!

and on saturday.
to all who made this possible, the list is endless.
thank you so much.
i love each and everyone of you.

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and to top it up, we celebrated our one year anniversary by making a trip to hdb to see floorings la, doors la. lol. and we had our first tunang bickering about walls. argh!